ok...this is my official retirement entry for this sad little xanga of mine, i most likely won't post in it again, instead, i've moved to this (sadly, even sadder looking) LJ http://www.livejournal.com/users/arashikeiko/

and with that i leave you with this:

 inochi wa totemo taisetsu da. ningen ga ikiru tame no denchimitai da demo denchi wa itsuka kireru. inochi mo itsuka wa nakunaru. denchi wa sugu ni torikaewarukedo inochi wa sou kantan niwa torikaerarenai. nannenmo nannenmo tsukihi ga tatte yatto kamisama kara ataerareru mono da. inochi ga nai to ningen wa ikirarenai, demo "inochi nanka iranai." to itte inochi wo muda ni suru hito mo iru mada takusan inochi ga tsukaeru noni. sonna hito wo miru to kanashikunaru. inochi wa yasumu koto naku hataraite iru noni dakara watashi wa inochi ga tsukareta to iu made, seippai ikiyou.

-tachibana yuka (who was ten years old and died shortly after from cancer).

life is a very precious thing. our lives are like batteries, someday fading away. sadly, though the battery can be replaced, life cannot be so easily replaced. no matter how many years pass, when the next day comes, it is always a gift from God. For, although those with no mortal life cannot exist, those who say "i don't want to live" and waste away their lives have, in the end, the most life to live. It grieves me to see such people. Because, even though life finishes uneventfully, i will work as hard as i can until i have no life left and live my life to the fullest.

translating credits go to the always awesome Amy and ...not so awesome me XD

Currently Playing Kiyoshi No Zundoko Bushi By Kiyoshi Hikawa see related

- Banba no Chutaro (this song is suprisingly addicting for me O_o;;) -

well  ‹Þ‰êV”Nkingashinnen everyone! Happy New Years! I wish all well in the coming year ^^

::sigh:: it's time to  go back to school again and...i don't want to >.>;; I have to finish like 100 math problems that Mr Luk assigned because i didn't do them over the break (yup that me the prcrastinator for ya ^^;;)

lets see... i haven't done a single thing over the break...

on New Years eve i watched the the 55th Kouhaku Utagassen show ^-^ it was pretty good

Lets see...Porno graffitti, Gackt, W-inds, Ken Hirai, Ayumi Hamasaki, BoA, EXILE, and a bunch of others were on, they all did pretty good ^-^ but wtf did Gackt do to his hair? he went to Korea and came back with a bad perm Oo;;; scary...anyways, there was this singer Kiyoshi Hikawa on the show and I think I'm starting to like his songs...even thought they're Enka songs (who would have thought XD) New years was ok i guess.

Currently Playing One Day One Dream (Limited Edition) By Tackey & Tsubasa see related

- Sotsugyou (Graduation)

OMG its already New Year's eve O_O;;; its gonna be 2005 in a few hours and...what have i accomplished up to this point in my life? nothing T-T and...looking at the name of the track i'm listening to...graduation's coming up so soon NOOOoOOoOooOoooOOOoO!!!

::ahem:: anyways I wish everyone a happy new years and hope that we all have a great 2005

so...this year what have i managed to accomplish?
 - surviving the end of junior year 
 - surviving the first part of senior year
 - erm... college applications
 - signing up for ELAC classes next semester
 - spending more time with my friends than i ever have before (and i haven't really done that much O_o;;; pathetic huh...)

and for the coming year...
 - surviving the rest of senior year
 - doing better in my classes so that ican get that DVD burner
 - spend more time with my friends and create more memories
 - enroll into a college
 - graduating from MKHS and Japanese school
 - (hoping that i'll get to go to japan >.>;;; not a chance tho...at least i can hope ^-^;;)

Currently Playing Gravitation: Soundtracks By Japanimation, Kotani Kinya, Iceman see related

- In the Moonlight

well guys its christmas today and...to all who read this MERRY CHRISTMAS! Not much really to say today ^-^;

let's see today I got a hair cut, and i got to open my new mp3 player its 40GB! W00t!. ^-^;; I'm going to go out to eat with family later and...thats about it really O_o;; I never seem to have much to say in this....hmmm...maybe i should write more O_o;

Currently Playing Evolution By Ayumi Hamasaki see related

yes, i realize these have been everywhere in the past couple of days but just FILL IT OUT!

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

6. Describe me in one word.

7. What makes me stand out from other people?

8. What was your first impression of me?

9. Do yous till think that way about me?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When was the last time you saw me?

14. Have you ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Have you ever dreamed about me?

16. On a scale of 1 to 10 how much do you like me?

17. Did we ever get into a fight?

18. What is my best quality? And my worst?

19. What is a bad habit of mine?

20. Are you going to put this on your site and see what i say about you? (If so, please leave me a link to it)